I love BMTH. My name is Tyler. I am super nice and caring and I am a reliable person. You need someone I'm here. I've been through shit like most people so I'm sure I'd find a way to relate to how you feel. Remember that YOU DO MATTER!!! And hey, don't hurt your self or kill your self. We all have shit times in our lives but thats what makes our lives worth living. Getting past the pain and feeling is what makes us happy in the end.